It has been a amazing night. I came over to the hospital at 7 pm. The nurses were kind and very caring. I am at total peace of mind. I am really ready for the surgery tomorrow. I talked to Kara and several of my friends and all wished me well..
The only time I got very emotional was when my son Jeff called. He told me he loved me and was proud I was his father, he told me that what I was courageous. I told him that I loved him and I looked up to him. He said something very profound to me this evening. We never tell the people we are close to how much we love them and something it is to late to do so. He is worried about me and wanted to say how much he loved me incase anything went wrong, I told him that he is the first person contacted incase of an emergency and was told that he would be by my side in a instead.
I am trying to go to sleep now but it is very hard.The nurse has given me a sleeping pill so I can get a good night sleep and be strong for the surgery. As I drift off to sleep I feel very confident that the new charpter in my life will be an exciting time
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